Stop. Think. Reflect. End.
It's a new decade all right. At this time, you would put your past in retrospect and you want to evaluate what have you achieved in the year of 2009. I have found my happiness and lost it in 2009. It was an hurtful experience to lose someone you love but the most important part is to learn something from it and I did learn.

On the other hand, my New Year resolution is simple this year, I want to get my happiness back and I hope I can achieve it. I am never going to give up hoping and I will work hard to achieve it. I am in the situation where I have the power to do anything right now. It is a scary dilemma because it can make me do stupid stuff. I pull it out in 2009 and it continue to haunts me even until now. I hope god will forgive me about this but I think it is necessary to get what I want no matter how selfish this sounds to be to everyone of you. But, since when humans are not selfish?

My other resolution is to keep my blog as updated as possible. I have not been a good blogger. Not a single post for the last month. I will write more from now on. This coming exam and the current semester really took my whole time. I could not even breathe as assignment keep piling up whenever I wanted to catch some air. It has been a crazy semester!

My third resolution is to get buffer and better. I was so happy when my friend compliment how buffed up I am now. Yes I already have the six packs but since I am quite thin it is only visible when I sit or lie down. I do hope that I do gain a bit weight too to achieve the ideal weight (51 kg is the one I am looking for- not a kg more or less). It involves hard work and good diet. But I will try to gain at least few more kg's this year because I know my body still has a high metabolism rate.

Forth resolution is to be better in life. I want to improve myself to be better. The coming exam is inclusive of this resolution. I want to get better marks for this semester. On the other hand, I will be better with my friends. I noticed that I have create a wall with some of my friends because of i still have not move on. This will not happen for this year hopefully and I am determined to keep in touch with all of my friends. This si also important since OBS is this year too and I will meeting all my friends back.